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    July 01

    changes

     
    it's one forty five am.. make that one twenty five am.. am i getting blind or what hehe..
     
    too quiet here at the office. it seems everyone is at the other wing. dishwalla blaring on my cheapo headset (lacks treble, though i still love it (keeps me warm hehe)). as is it everyday, we are fuckin' freezing our bones off here.. shiver shiver..
     
    a moment ago, i was contemplating on creating a new space for me (i have actually more than contemplated as i have already opened it). then i started reading some of my previous posts and visited some of my friends' (and bygone friends') blogs and it kinda made me sad. so much time has passed by.
     
    i'm torn if i should really move on and create a new one. what for, right? it's all here... well except for my first space (which is probably now in cyberspace wasteland - it got deleted..), i kinda like this red and black (and yellow space). it's been ages since i last visited this one..
     
    well anyways, i have already half created the shell for my new space. i just don't know if words will flow like it once did here.
     
    for those with nothing better to do, here it is:
    punked-sinatras.spaces.live.com
     
    we'll see..
    we'll see.. (and the sloth in me just copy+pasted the last two words and periods.)
     
    hell. hehe
     
     
    December 18

    back to the old house

     
    ha!!
     
    i'm back!!
     
    though i'm not pretty sure if anybody missed visiting my space and seeing all these weird writings hehe...
     
    finally, our office is upgrading our computers and i can finally visit my blog and write about stuff and post some pictures without stalling my computer hehe.. finally!! the long awaited upgrade is here..
     
    a lot has happened since i last posted here.. colleagues are leaving, books have been read, cd's have been bought, christmas gifts too. parties had passed, new ipods released (to my disappointment, since it is much much cheaper than my 60gb iPod.. huhu..
     
    anyways, i missed writing. i'm glad to be back. really!! i missed visiting blogs and posting annoying comments on em hhehe..
     
    hope fellow winlive officemates would be back to their spaces too!
     
    that's it for now i guess, i'll be visiting some long lost spacers and posting some comments for now.
     
    ciao!!
     
     
    October 05

    an avalanche of records

     
       after accidentally finding out about a cd sale in oddysey record bars, my purchases seems to
       be snowballing into one huge avalance...
     
            
     
              
     
            
     
            
     
             
     
          
     
       i bought twenty three pieces of circular plastics in a month. this is not healthy is it.
     
    September 29

    yesterday's news

        
      i am at the 21st floor of our office.
     
      the lights are flickering on and off. the wind
      whips our floor to ceiling glass window. "can
      you feel that?" one of my officemates asks.
      the building is shaking.
     
      it's millennium's time to rattle the metro.
     
      before going to work, it was announced that
      the storm millennium [millenio in our native
      tounge] would be passing by manila and was
      starred   at signal number three.
     
      the storm peaked at around 11am and raged
      for about two hours.
     
    trees were uprooted [lessening the already depleted greens in the metro], billboards and tin roofs flew and smashed buses, floods rose and choked up the streets, and finally, the power went down.  the whole metro blacked out.
     
    the train was out, people are stranded on the streets.
     
    ever saw the movie twelve monkeys?
     
    that was what it was like. darkness everywhere. like the city has been abandoned. i was expecting wild animals to pop right out of the next street corner.
     
    most of the city still has no power. class is still suspended for students. government workers don't have to go to work. but poor me, being bill gate's slave, i still have to go and work.
     
    September 14

    most strange...

     
    the strangest thing happened to me today.
     
    t'was a bright and sunny morning.. i was on my way to work, minding my own business and waiting for a bus that's not overflowing with people...
     
    as i was about to board one [a bus that's about half full], a guy grabbed one of my ipod earphone [the right one] and asked me in a quite indignant tone if i have an extra car wheel.
     
    do i have an extra car wheel?
    well, do i have one?!
     
    i don't even have a car dammit!!!
     
     
    September 05

    'milnuebesientosnobenta

     
    i've been transported back to the nineties lately, so here's an entry for my high school daze..
     
       these are the music that defined that decade for me:
     
     
       my nineties rock album[s]
     
          
     
       my nineties rap and hiphop
     
        
     
       the definitive nineties compilation [and movie]
     
      
     
      and to top it off, a nineties mixtape for everyone to enjoy. hehe
    • nirvana - smells like teen spirit
    • pearl jam - jeremy
    • soundgarden - black hole sun
    • metallica - enter sandman
    • offspring - come out and play
    • sonic youth - the diamond sea
    • beck - loser
    • smashing pumpkins - today
    • live - selling the drama
    • bush - machine head
    • alice in chains - i stay away
    • spin doctors - two princess
    • megadeth - symphony of destruction
    • white zombie - thunderkiss 65
    • green day - when i come around
    • aerosmith - cryin'
    • weezer - sweater song
    • oasis - wonderwall
    • red hot chili peppers - give it away
    • beastie boys - sabotage
    • the black crowes - hard to handle

      share the love! put this on your ipod or whatever player you have and spend some time at the decade that was...

    August 13

    the trees sway

     
     the spirits have banded together
     and
     decided to to pour the heavens down
     
     a few seconds and i am drenched
     with their outburst
     sweet and full of fury
     
     the spirits are stirring up the heaven smoke
     a gust and a sweep
     wrenched
     
     on a step by the deposit
     i was sitting
     drag in hand, spirits in lungs
     
     dare you to dance
     dare you to prance
     be free and run through the gathering storm
     
     
    August 09

    frozen reds

     
     thrice once resisted
     into the warmth, a freeze of coldness
     the snow queen, she is
     

    i don't care if we sleep all day

     
     we could drive in to the malls
     or stay home and watch tv
     i don't care if we don't have lunch
     just as long as we have iced tea
     i could take you to a film
     hunt for books and magazines
     is that new song out on sale
     i think that dress is kinda pale
     
      - eheads
     
    August 05

    windows live your ass!

     
    so here it is at last.
    windows live.
     
    let me tell you what windows live is:
     
      it us ugly
      it is way too big and clunky
      it messed up my blog images
      it will take my job away
     
    hmm.. and a friend list huh...
    i don't know if this is a good thing. this might be banned in our office as friendster is... hahaha
     
    d*mn you bill gates. haha.
     
    and now i can't even publish this flipping entry due to offensive language haha...
     
     
    July 26

    montauk

     
     coffee scented talks
     night winds on tables unguarded
     the train comes home
     
    July 21

    swan songs

     
    it's a led zeppelin field trip festival on my ipod luna. i'm currently on the fourth album, seven albums to go!
     
    here's what's on: 
           

     

       

     

     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    been a while since i last listened to these albums.  i guess i got burned-out before from too much zep hehe. but once you got into it again, it is addicting!
     
    mystic. flamboyant. acid blues. english folkstrums.  searing riffs. drugged-up off-synch melodies.  immigrant songs. bron-yr-aur feet-stompers. 
     
      screeching banshees from valhalla to the high heavens.
     
         robert plant is a god
         jimmy page is a god
         john bonham is a god
         john paul jones is a god
      
      hear the swan sing and wait for the eastern glow.
     
    July 19

    dirty soles

    the office is empty.
     
    i was thinking of working, but.. i want to write about my new chuckies! hehe
     
    been a while since i last put on a chucks, since way back in high school i think. it feels so comfortable, i forget! haha...
     
    yesterday, i was browsing through the rockstar: supernova webpage and viewing some past episodes when i noticed that some of them guys were wearing chucks! hehe what's with rockstars and chucks anyways...
     
    the golden rule of chuck taylors: never leave your chucks clean.
     
    it ain't chucks if it ain't dirty!
     
     

     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
    July 17

    onelinersnumber three

     
       the more i give to you, the more i die.
        - 
    trent
     
     
    July 16

    imax! imax! imax!

    i finally got to watch at an imax theater!!! woohoo!!!
     
    one thing i can finally cross off my 99 things to do before dying. hehe.. it's quite a big deal to me since as of a few months back, imax theaters are way too far from my homeland [like in the US and japan and all those lands faraway hehe].
     
    so after watching... i was a bit disappointed! hehe.. but not so much. i enjoyed it!
     
    well, maybe i was expecting too much. i imagined a monster movie screen, and the reality is just about a third of what was on my mind. the sound system was good, but there was not enough bass in my opinion [the seats were not rumbling enough hehe]. however, the 3D scenes really rock!!!! the child watching next to us can testify to that as he was crying the whole time when the t-rex 3D preview was on hehe... you can almost feel the flipping dinosaurs biting your head!
     
    the 3D scenes with superman, was pretty ok, but i guess it was really not made for imax so, it really doesn't have that wow effect that the t-rex preview had...
     
    oh well.. by the way, the new superman guy hits the character dead on!
     
    and i am going to watch the t-rex thing! hehe...
     
     
    July 13

    the vampire and the savage garden

     
     
      i am done with the second book of the
      vampire chronicles.
     
      i was a bit surprised at how lestat  was
      portrayed in this installment. i was
      expecting him to be something of a self
      absorbed, cold and heartless being that
      loves no one and cares not for the
      beauty of the world.
     
      well.. he was not.
     
    i kinda see the louis in lestat. as i love the character of louis, one who can be amazed by the mere flickering of a flame for hours, one who ponders and ponders the purpose of it all.
     
    lestat is all heart. the damnedest creature. the one who is enthralled by mortals. one who questions not the evilness of his actions. one who sees the savage garden in everything.
     
    i'm glad i tried to re-read this book again, getting past the rockstar chapters and plunging again into the old world of vampire myths. from his magnus his maker, to the wrath and insanity of the boy vampire armand and the children of night, into the mystery of marius and the ones that must be kept.
     
    i was a bit disappointed though that the author tried to explain the origins of the vampires. it kind of lost the magic and mystery of their beings.
     
    stil,l i love this book and i can't wait to read the next one. i think i'm gonna fall in love with akasha the same way i fell for gabrielle. i just love gabrielle, i was entranced by her cold and her mysterious ways.
     
     
    "It is a new age. It requires a new evil. And I am that new evil. I am the vampire for these times"
    - lestat 
    July 10

    down on the upside

     
    i was browsing through the photo section of deviantart and i came across this picture:
     
      i was reminded of my days as a child, pretending to
      play at the ceiling of our home.
     
      here's how you do it:
      lie upside down on the couch [feet up on the sofa's
      backrest, head dangling on the edge of the seat].
      imagine that the floor is the ceiling. after a few
      moments, something will click and there you go!
      everything is upside down.
     
      my problem then was how to get to our second floor
      as the stairs was no use. the stairwell is just one big
      hole to fall into the second floor ceiling.
     
     
      haha, what fun memories. kids are crazy i tell you.
     
      watch out for the light fixtures when playing, you might step on 'em and die. haha...
     
     
    July 09

    i am none

     it is sunday and i am bored out of my head.
     
     whatcanidowhatcanido.  looking for things do is so damn hard.
     
     i hate my new schedule! it's so.. sunny!!!!
     
    let's see... i need to clean my shoes, organize my cd's for the nth time, change my bedsheet, finish our home plans, buy a new box for my books, buy some new shirts, clean my locker, update my resume, create a not too boring entry and find something worthwhile to do.
     
    goodness. i am bored.
     
    i need to get out of this office. smoke smoke smoke... burn my lungs out.
     
     
    July 02

    onelinersnumber two

     
       beauty was a savage garden.
        - 
    lestat
     
     
    June 29

    eating at mcdonald's at three thirty in the morning

    it's 4:23am. in an hour and twenty minutes, my dark shift would be passing. it saddens me to work when the sun is on full shine.
     
    walking on my way to mcdonalds, i'm on my own but it's alright, almost.
     
    the streets are devoid of people. the wind whipping my face. the clock ticking 3:46. metallica playing on my ipod. on shuffle. streetlamps. underpasses. traffic lights. smokers. cars droning by.
     
    it was a fun month anyways.
     
    smoking in the dark. no superiors to watch your every move. tea before work. frozen coffee. almost dinners. long walks. long talks.
     
    cannot wait til i work with the moon again.
     
    dreaming/dreading of things to come.